I don't show my deepest wounds but I can't hide the blood that I've lost. I don't show my fears but I can't hold my legs of trembling, I can't control my breath, I can't even talk.
I've lost so much. It hurts too much. I am burning with the pain, I am drowning in the emptiness.
Sometimes I wanna die, other times I smile and say "I am fine".
Mental Breakdown
quarta-feira, 25 de fevereiro de 2015
sábado, 21 de fevereiro de 2015
With you
How many times I told my secrets to the wind? Lost them away with you. With you I lost my way to you . Give me some time, let me breathe, let me find myself in you. It is so unclear when you start to fear youself, for me because of you.
sexta-feira, 20 de fevereiro de 2015
Living hell
If you need me,
Please let me know.
I am sorry to tell,
I am sorry to tell,
I love you so.
I am falling, falling even harder.
It's cutting even deepper.
I am falling, falling even harder.
It's cutting even deepper.
Looking in your eyes,
It's like touching a thousand skies
When I am living a living hell.
It's like touching a thousand skies
When I am living a living hell.
sábado, 7 de fevereiro de 2015
Avoid
Sometimes we fell in love,
We can't talk or move a finger
when we are close to the person we love.
It's hard to breathe.
It's hard to think
When you are so confused
When you don't know if that person feel the same as you do.
But you stay and see him from far away.
He smile to you and you don't know the meaning.
When you are so close and looking his eyes,
So electric, so magnetic.
So difficult to understand if you really are meant to each other.
But to avoid the pain, the hurt, the illusion you stay quiet and sometimes,
when we are not strong enough to try, we just stay and watch he flying away.
We can't talk or move a finger
when we are close to the person we love.
It's hard to breathe.
It's hard to think
When you are so confused
When you don't know if that person feel the same as you do.
But you stay and see him from far away.
He smile to you and you don't know the meaning.
When you are so close and looking his eyes,
So electric, so magnetic.
So difficult to understand if you really are meant to each other.
But to avoid the pain, the hurt, the illusion you stay quiet and sometimes,
when we are not strong enough to try, we just stay and watch he flying away.
terça-feira, 23 de setembro de 2014
You're gone
I find myself alone,
Hoping one day I can see your eyes again.
I've been handle the pain on my own,
Nothing to lose or gain.
I tell myself that you're gone,
You're not here anymore,
Still waiting the second,
That won't come back
I am counting the stars,
And looking for you,
You're gone, You're gone.
You left me here alive,
I wanted to go with you.
I am finding hard to believe,
That you're gone,
you're gone.
If you can't come back,
I'll meet you there,
I don't want to believe
That you're gone,
Forever gone.
Hoping one day I can see your eyes again.
I've been handle the pain on my own,
Nothing to lose or gain.
I tell myself that you're gone,
You're not here anymore,
Still waiting the second,
That won't come back
I am counting the stars,
And looking for you,
You're gone, You're gone.
You left me here alive,
I wanted to go with you.
I am finding hard to believe,
That you're gone,
you're gone.
If you can't come back,
I'll meet you there,
I don't want to believe
That you're gone,
Forever gone.
terça-feira, 16 de setembro de 2014
Dead inside
Please, if you wanna go don't ever come back.
I am hurt. I am in pain. It is like knives in my chest,
I am bleeding and I am dying.
I am sorry. I am dead inside.
Now, I have to kill myself.
I am hurt. I am in pain. It is like knives in my chest,
I am bleeding and I am dying.
I am sorry. I am dead inside.
Now, I have to kill myself.
quinta-feira, 11 de setembro de 2014
This.
say empty words,
but don't make fake promises,
i won't believe you , u know?
sorry, i am sorry.
i don't know who i am anymore,
give me the news,
and go away.
dont tell me that i am lost,
because , i already know how lost i am.
but don't make fake promises,
i won't believe you , u know?
sorry, i am sorry.
i don't know who i am anymore,
give me the news,
and go away.
dont tell me that i am lost,
because , i already know how lost i am.
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